担心？

又一次，我在上班的时间做我私人的东西——部落格了。

或许，我对这间公司已经没有任何留恋了，所以我并不在乎“战况”如何了。

距离离开的日子，还有三个星期。

但，好笑的是，我还没离职，就已经有人找我跳槽了。而且，双方（对，两个公司;不包括我目前的公司）都是亲戚。天啊！@_@ 这么下去，是没完没了的。

其实，从我毕业（中五而已）以后，我已经开始工作了。

第一份工作，虽然辛苦，而且工资不是很高，但是是我目前做的最开心的一份工作。我那时结交了数位知心的友族同胞。当时的回忆，还满满的在我脑海里，挥抹不去。但是，开心不是必然的。因某人对权力的贪婪，我的梦，醒了。

第二份，目前的我。开始时，我济济无名。虽然工作时间与厂房同步，但我还是开心的。原因：轻松，没人管。不过，基于“物尽其用”的效应，我在短短的2～3个月里，辗转在3个部门里。忙是忙了，但日子还过得去。可惜。同样的，因为某人的自我中心，导致持续性的人才外流。我就被“抬举”了。从济济无名的小卒，连升两级，荣为采购部主任（当然薪水也是升两倍）。能力被肯定当然值得骄傲，但可惜，人言可畏。人们在背后说我靠关系进入这间公司，然后又发生了如此的人事调动，当然他们会看我为眼中钉。我是不怎么在乎啦，只是，近期的“流言蜚语”有点不堪入耳了些。所以，我执意离去。我知是很傻，但我并不后悔。

或许，我累了。如果可以，我希望不必工作。

担心？是担心的。但是决定了，就不希望给自己后悔的机会。

还是那句吧。

轻松、自在，是我目前的希望。

啊哈～真希望能好好的度过一个悠闲长假。

闲言闲语

忙里偷闲。

人言：“偷得浮生半日闲。”

目视着平淡无趣的电脑荧幕，使我无心工作。一早上的奔波，终于在下午画上了句点。在距离放工的闹钟响起，还有那短短的数十分钟。闲来无事，就稍微偷“机”摸“鼠”一下下吧。

哈～

真的在一眨眼的瞬间，我在办公室打拼都有一段时间了哦。不多不少，有半年了呢。

回想起来，我的工作历程似乎有点太过平稳、顺利了。

开始时，仓库管理员。

两月后，到出售部帮忙。学以致用呗。

三月，脱离出售部的魔掌，进入采购部。凭着管理仓库时的知识，无惊无险的度过难关。

四月，城门失火，殃及池鱼。还没搞清楚状况，便被编进采购部。过着令人汗颜的文书工作。

五月，人才外流。关中无大将，“小人当道”。握着羽毛，胆小心细的接管采购部。

六月，安然无恙度过一路的腥风血雨。

七月，累了。。。

原来容易得到别人赞扬的人，在别人的眼中是一个碍眼的存在。抚着身上的“箭”伤，我累了。回想着，还是济济无名比较适合我。哈哈～

人的贪婪、自私。在办公室这一个战场上，我虽然身在其中，但一眼望去，还是一目了然的。

好的公司，不一定有好的员工；不好的公司，往往藏着好的员工。

人心难测。

平静下来后的雨天，闲言闲语飞入耳中，也不再刺耳。反而有一种听着娱乐新闻般的乐趣，就像是早晨的鸡啼，很烦、但是缺少了就不习惯。

我开始怀念这么一句话：

“我轻飘飘的来，轻飘飘的去。我挥一挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩。”

悠闲、轻松，是我目前最向往的东西。

Sometimes

There is always sometime, we feel lazy and don't want to do anything, even just a simple movement like moving our finger.

There is always sometime, we feel the energy and want to move around, even play or exercise until our singlet or shirt is wet n smelly.

There is always sometime, we feel like don't want to talk much although we have many topics and things to be discuss or chat.

There is always sometime, we feel like wanna talk a lot of things although we are just focusing on 1 topic, but there is the topic we can non-stop talking and discuss.

There is always sometime, we feel like don't want to be with anyone except our own self although we are deep inside the darkness.

There is always sometime, we feel like want to share anything happen on us toward everybody although it's a things that as tiny as a particle of ash.

You know what? Whenever is that sometime happen, whatever that sometime happen, wherever that sometime happen, you will always have at least somebody to share with. Just maybe your eyes had been binded, your ears had been covered, and your mouth had been stuffed, so you can't see a friend, can't hear a call, and even can't share your happiness..

Keep your faith and believe whatever, whenever, wherever, you need to share that sometime, at least somebody will always be there, just waiting for you, to share your every moments, nor happiness; sadness; anger; or anything you faced on the path of light and darkness..

To all my friends that I care, and to the special one I love, I wish to thanks you guys for sharing my so many sometimes, and make my life more complete.

For Friendships, we, a.k.a The Chao Gei Gang, will rocks on toward the future!

For My Love, we, a.k.a B&P, will hold our hands and moving toward the uncertain future.

Remember, we, always are friends till the end of everything..(sometime)

XD

Start the New

Tell ya what, I've got my own laptop le.. YEAH^^ Haha, maybe to some of you, owning a laptop is bot a big deal, but to me, it's a struggle decision to make when facing different brands, functions, specs, colours, designs of the laptop.. >.<

But no matter how struggle, (not to forget how hurt the decision to me) I've finally buy 1 laptop that I kinda like^^ DELL INSPIRON~ Haha.. Maybe it's not so nice for gaming or working, and having a quite heavy weight too, but I don't mind as that's the 1 I need.. Hoho^^

1st time spent so many money on a single object, I was thinking what would my family think bout it.. I thought it would be a disaster when I bring back to home, as I imagine they would scold me like hell.. But out of my expectation, my family didn't scold me but just ask me to take care of the laptop..like, don't put it in the car if not other ppl will break ur car n soso.. Kinda surprise me they didn't scold me or "black face" toward me, kinda happy and sweet^^

Lastly, followed by the purchase of the laptop, I might have to make another hard decision, although it maybe coz me to lose something, but just like buying the laptop, lose something to go the things I wan, I don't like making decision, but I'll accept whatever come in my path after the decision, or good or bad, with no regrets, but to keep on going until meet the end or boredom..

Hehe.. So, wish me luck on what I gonna do bah, appreciate those who comments for my posts. You guys de advises I all heard, so I will fight for a brighter life, grab the things that I wan, and try to achieve what it's in front of me..

(Finally, a post without black emotion.. XD)