Careless~ Careless~ Careless~

Aiyo.. Really not in the mood of work today.. Dunno why, keep doing works that bring mistake due to my simply tiny carelessness.. ZZZ

Sien ah.. Why when I'm free, nobody throw any works or request me for anything?? But when I'm busy till can't have time to rest, all body will come over to request tools, or even office works also need me to do~(actually, their works not included in my working area) Then more dying one is, now I'm being "rated" to be included in Purchase Department.. Aiyo-weiya~ (I know this should be a good news, but I don't feel like happy at all lo)..

But for "included" in P.D, maybe it's not a bad idea after all.. Can learn many things through, then got help in "updating" myself to xxx hardwares and yyy machines and zzz tools.. Suan la.. Just face all the obstacle and challenge lo~ Ush!! Jia You~!!

At last, still not feeling better.. =.="

WHY A SMALL STOREKEEPER BOY HAVE TO DO SALES DEPARTMENT, PURCHASE DEPARTMENT AND STORES WORKS WITH A SALARY THAT LOW~~

I HATE U GUYS~~(AND LADIES)

Ok.. Now I'm satisfied... XD

Waiting Time To Pass

Hmm.. How to say? Although the job and the company i working now had gave me a greater freedom, and treatments, but somehow I wondering that, why they wanna to have a storekeeper over here as, the works of storekeeper seem to be very easy for me.. Days after day, I got some feeling like I was wasting times in a small store in the company.. I did whatever I have to done, following their instruction, and who the hell can tell me what I should do next~!

Ya ya, this work is very easy to work with, workers also nice to me , but I seem doing nothing while other people rushing for projects and paper works.. Aiya.. Maybe it seem ok for somebody for having a job without many works, but I did feel like I'm eating the salary just like doing nothing for the company.. T.T

Anybody can slap me to wake me up from the freaking sleepiness and get me some work to do~~??

(p.s. I'm totally looooooooost~~ X.X" )

Wonder Why..

Time passed how long since I never updated my blog already.. Maybe I'm getting lazy of being a "force-to-be" good boy, or maybe is my lazy genes are gone to invade my body.. (laugh)

Anyway, it's time to continue my life as a human and walk on the road of life which full of uncertainty , danger, disappointment, and lots of negative thoughts and moves.. (sigh) I'm suffering from something that I can't explain to anyone.. I'm getting tired n tired..

But I'm afraid that tiredness can't take me down yet so far, cause, I know that some still need me, ya, she need me, I think.. At least, whenever I need help, she dun't mind to help me up and request for no rewards no matter how many hard works she had did for me.. But I know, all you want is just a smile, a warm hug or a soft kiss from me.. I know it, and I dun't mind to give you whatever I can give..

People have no idea how many obstacles we had been passed through, but we both know.. Because we crossed it, no matter how painful it is, that make us more appreciate each other..

I know that on the road when we walked alone, I did hurt u thousands of times.. I'm sorry, yet I cant stop doing something that hurt you without my notice, so at last, i turned into silent.. Being criticized, blamed, hated but I dun't mind.. What I want is just both of us, you and me..

Maybe is my "illness" that seem to making my thinkings, actions, emotions more negative, but remember, and you know me, I'm always be with you whenever you want me to stay..

Forgive me..

And..

I love you..