2008年11月28日星期五

我迷失了我......

思想开始有点混乱了,
我不知道我这么久了都在干些什么,
我不禁在想,
我在这一片陌生的天地中,
我遗失了自己吗?

情绪无法得到发泄,
一直埋在自己的心里,
越积越多了,
有点崩溃的感觉,
无法释怀的我不敢和任何人述说着内心的各个秘密......

感情的浓烈冷淡,
使我开始不知如何是好了,
我的心因和你的分离而淌着血,
也因和你的相遇而心花放,
分分离离的感觉,
到现在还是很痛......

我开始忘了我自己,
近来才发现,
我原来一直都伪装成另一个我,
真正的我呢?
可能一早就不在了吧......

近期的我,
神经有点错乱了,
无法控制我自己的情绪,
无法看清之前说好的目标了,
为了多一点相聚的时间,
我换了目标。

曾经在一起的那段时光,
那段欢乐,悲痛,温馨的时光,
你们还记得吗?
那曾经一起共度患难的时光,
我会一直记在心里的,
它会成为让我在亿万个伤心、痛苦的日子中,
开心地、坚强的走下去的勇气
我不会忘了你们的,
永远不会。

努力奋斗吧,
我的朋友们,
不论你们是否还记得我这么一个“小”朋友,
我会一直在这里祝福你们的,
让风、雨、彩虹见证你们的努力吧!
加油!!

最后,给我的宝贝,
我想告诉你......

我不后悔了,
因为我相信了,
我不寂寞了,
因为我有了你,
我不痛苦了,
因为......我爱你

2008年11月26日星期三

The Chocolate Milkz Bar~

The Chocolate Milkz Bar Is Opened~

Pls come in n hav some chat^^
Enjoy a cup of hot or cold Chocolate Milkz accompany by the sweet lullabies~
Feel free to come over n stop by for some chatz^^

U can find the link to Chocolate Milkz Bar within my blog^^

Wish u all hav a best wish from me n panda^^

2008年11月18日星期二

Dreamer In Shadow

Ohaiyo~ So long time didnt update my blog dy, DONT assume i die jor oh.. Haha.. I was bz for so many thing.. This month i go for my license test, ush..so expansive for me lah.. Haih..But wat can i do with my low paid job, but no matter how, still can affort it.. All is juz for a better work n for my dear.. At least.. After got license i can go find her le..although petrol still expansive, but wont mind lah.. Juz hope to see her.. wan to b with her.. Now count, almost got 1 month didnt saw her le.. Miss her.. But i still hav to hold on.. I cant juz work for myself le..must work harder..

Although responsibilities is heavier n heavier, i still need to go on.. I wrong n miss the right path for my life.. Now i only can work harder n harder.. Jia you bah.. For all of u too..

Kinda stress this month, i dunno y.. I left many works undone as i already wan to finish it a.s.a.p but i.. Haihz.. Sometimes i juz wish i can hav more free times..
Nvm lah.. Still hav to work hard n finish it lah.. N really sometimes, i hope i can hide myself in the corner of shadow, listening to the music n hide away from any1.. Or.. sit in front of the door listening to the ringing of the wind-chime, reading my fav story books, n hopefully u were thr, bside me..

I dunno lah.. Kinda emo this month.. Emotion suddenly will disturbed by anything.. Like b4 taking the "L" license test--test undang2, i was no mood at all for few days, y? Coz the example test CD gav by the driving academy was a bit confusing n not so easy for me.. But after the test, i was so happy~ It's more easy than the CD it gav.. LOL (i passed~)

But happy things like always dont like to stop bside me.. After helping y.rui n playing with dear in InsaneRO, i felt something wrong.. My body temperature raising.. like wan to fever dy lor.. Hope wont really fall sick lah.. But still happy.. coz finally got 1 time play the same online game with my friends le.. so happy..hope..more friends come n play with me..no matter wat game.. XP

Time passed after time, time n time passed by times, y times flied so fast.. Think back.. I worked almost 1 year le.. It's 1 year dy after 26th Dec this year.. really passed so fast till i didnt notice it.. Haha..

After so long le(27th Sept) since we last meet up, dont know when can we meet again leh.. I miss all u guys.. All ok mah? I know it's bz for collage or university life, but all of u must stay strong n work hard oh.. After get some result in wat u all studied, dont forget me oh.. Must come out n meet oh.. Must..rmb me ah..

Sry ah.. Kinda miss those moments during studying in CHS.. Still rmb those time we fooling around in the school..

2008年11月1日星期六

无法简单的繁忙

Days passed after days..Cant b free while i'm free n cant b bz while i'm bz.. too many thing hav to b done b4 deadlines.. But when i was bz-ing totally, health left me away n sickness trapped me.. Fall sick dy..

1st day.. Sucky flu..then followed by fever..make my day so damn hard to passed away.. body keep felt warm n cold n cold n warm.. So uncomfortable.. -_-"

2nd day, still..flu.. ZZZ.. but with the help of medicines, i knocked away the fever.. XD still..uncomfortable coz flu make me cant breathe normally.. -_-""

3rd day, Still FLU~!! but added another lately.. sore throat.. X.X wat de xxxx.. So hate to sickness.. err..

But although fall sicked, but my days n works n activities still had to carry on.. Haih.. So tired n sleepy n cant focus on wat i doing watever i'm doing, still completed the daily stuff.. ha..ha.. -_-"

Business, Busy-ness, y business must built on busy-ness leh..is thr really no other way easier? No matter wat will b ur answer, no matter how long it will take, no matter how many effort u did, road is still long n hardy, must beat urself b4 u can defeat any1 or anything in front of u later, so..

LET'S WORK HARD TO ACHIEVE OUR GOAL~!!

努力,奋斗,加油,朋友们~!!