Birthday

Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to Alfie, happy birthday to Pei Shian, happy birthday to Chi Ping n happy birthday to Hun Yen.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WE ALL~ LOL

Ok.. TQ all for sharing a bz day for me n few friends tat almost same time birthday to celebrate our birthday today at SUNWAY PYRAMID.. XD Really tq all.. Today is a important day yet the most happy day in my life(my life till now only 18, don't think it so far, ok? XD) N yet, thx for the present, i loving it~ ^^

Today, i really happy.. It's a long long long time ago(not long lah, juz few months right?) when we a gang come out n went so crazy(how crazy depends who u saying this to), i really long time no went out with u guys, u all changed a lot dy, especially WONG CHING YEE~ oiyo, slim liao wor,pretty liao wor,happy lu~ XD u all seen so leng zai n leng lui liao wor, n all so "updated" liao wor.. XD i look so tiny when stand with u all eh~ NVM.. i still got my panda hugging me n walk with me in my life.. I still hav something tat can win u all, i got working experiences more than u guys, wuahaha~!!

Shuang ah.. Although not so much interactive activities n even some left the gang n go "da gei" but still, i enjoyed today very much.. Ah.. now already wish to hav those moments again soon.. So syok when playing shooting games n car racing games with u all..especially ching yee..3rd time in n 1st time play, i can seen she enjoyed.. XD haha.. so happy.. so syok..

I felt sorry for the shop tat we having our "Insane Party"-- Nando's Chicken Rice Shop.. Our gang bring their shop a mess after all finished n make their shop like a pasar malam~ LOL We not juz making it noisy but also make their shop "旺" dy, after our entry, their shop suddenly full of ppls.. lolx Once again, thx for lending us ur shop for our party n sorry to make ur shop into a mess.. XD

Last..miss my panda.. Thx for panda de "ban mian"(which is a nacklace with a "ban mian" sealed within a small bottle).. n..i'll never forget panda 1st kiss on bear bear cheek.. i still can hear ur heartbeat now.. thx.. n love u^^

Hope we hav chance to go out again next time, if all "da gei" gang, i wan join u all play DOTA le, teach me oh~ dont bully me oh.. haha..

Scar

Today, when i stepped into the store, i sensed something wrong around the atmosphere.. I was juz treating it as a situation that normally occur when the "couple" in a fight.. So i ignored it n start doing whatever works i hav to completed which not done by them yet.. All was juz going fine.. But when i step into the store again, something really not right.. They was arguing..I keep my ears to listen what they talking about while doing what i suppose to do.. Oh my, juz a small business, they oso can argued like that.. Guess what,the boy was complaining y the girl deleted their photo(which is they together closely).. The girl giv a considerable reason--someone in her house doesn't like them to b together(as they counted as start without family acknowledge), so she do that juz to ensure her family wont "buzz" on either she or he.. But it seem the boy was took over by anger n some stupid words or sentences flowed out.. The girl like hurt n cried non stop..

Juz i was going to retreat from the battleground, the girl run passed me n go to buy a knife.. What u think she trying to do? @_@ The boy tried to stop her n scolded her, but she ignored him n run back to the toilet in the store.. the boy followed for sure..(after that i don't know coz i go out n informing leader n assist.leader)

Leader go in n forced them out.. The girl come out with tears.. While the boy like still covered by anger..

Without notice, the girl escaped from the shop.. At the same time, the boy sit down.. As i though all is fine(i don't know the girl run away dy), the boy suddenly throw his hp toward the ground, n it crushed n turned into some broken pieces juz like their relation or heart..

After searched the girl n after leader talked to them "personally", all turned back to normal.. Although it look like so, but it won't feel so.. As this war started, it won't juz happen once..as it's destined to b so.. A scar will left within their heart.. But looking at they argued n ok(mayb) back, juz like looking to a drama, feel better..at least won't influenced our works.. XD

Argue, will happen anywhere n any time.. In a relationship, it's so hurt when u experienced it, but that the key that enchanted ur relation with a stronger bond.. It is something that u can't mess with n something that u can't miss.. Overcoming it, make u stronger n make u know each other more well..as i experienced it.. i know how it feel.. It will left u a scar, but that scar will remind u something u can't affort to forgot or done..

NO IDEA

Dunno y, barely found topic to write or can write on blog this few day.. Mayb running out of idea le bah~ @_@

But next week will hav few topic to post bah.. XD

1st, starting next week(after 27th i mean) will busy till i wan faint.. They(my colleague) all take turns going back to kampung.. ZZZ.. They really is insane de.. Some of them even applied for almost 1 week de leave.. WTF~!! Die lor.. Lucky tat lorry trips n goods carried will reduced during tat moments..if not, die me alone working..TT.TT

2nd, yesh~~ finally almost 27th September le.. Guess what? My birthaday~ YEAH~ Haha.. I wondering what is the present tat panda will give me.. Hehe.. Looking forward to it~ XP I will also looking forward to the gathering on tat day, dunno how is all my friends n classmate le neh? Hope u all fine n wish u all the best^^

3rd, I'm getting more sot le.. Last time i go out with panda,we dare dare go buy SKOL BEER to drink.. LOL Wat to do, who call i tell panda tat i drink beer, n she more geng.. She say wan train me to drink beer or wine~ LOL~ We really crazy le.. But i really enjoy those moments.. Feel so close with panda tat day.. *. .*(Dont think too far~nothing happen lah~although i wish somethingto happen.. XD)

4th, i still cant think another topic.. so wait n c bah~ LOL (dont hit me oh, i got panda here~ LOL)

AWAY~!!

Too many thing to do but not enough time to do so..

Will not update blog until further notice.. TQ

Pls stick to my blog as i oso dunno when i'll post again.. XD

All the best in exams n life.. XD

1st Contact With Alcohol

Those day kinda sot for me.. Will suddenly did something out of my control.. Like few days ago, i suddenly scolded my colleague just because of some small matter.. Although it's fine after that,but she n he like scare me already.. Maybe i used to being a nice person in front of them n they dont think i also got a scary side bah.. Haha, it's a good thing,at least now they not so dare to call me do something tat they can do themselves actually.. LOL

Then.. Just now, i suddenly bought a bottle of vodka tat contain 5 % alcohol.. I also dunno y i'll buy de lor.. Then i drink it.. At start, it was nothing much just the smell of the alcohol kinda not acceptable, but then after finished.. Head starting to get hotter n hotter.. WOH~ Luckily my head didn't turn red, but just feeling hot, if not sure will scolded by my parents n family de.. Haha.. Anyway it's a good experience.. XD

Guess what,when i tell panda i drunk vodka.. At 1st, she ask me y drink.. But then suddenly she say next time buy sake(tat's about 15~20% alcohol) to drink.. XD haha.. She really plan to train me to drink wines..XD She even said tat next time will buy Carlsberg forme.. LOL But anyway, it's a good thing..At least next time i won't cant drink wines when some party is going on.. Haha.. Enjoyed the feeling after drunk..XD haha..

C~ I told u i was something wrong this few days de lor.. Now u believe le bah.. LOL

XD Next time when i sot again, please knock me back to normal again.. XD

Wedding..My Dream

Yesterday went to Bidor for my sister's husband de sister de wedding.. Haha.. Dunno lor, just when saw the bridegroom n bride hugging each other on the stage, suddenly feel so touched.. Haha.. When saw the bridegroom sing some love songs to the bride while holding her hands, heartbeat suddenly increased.. Haha.. mayb i think too much already le bah.. But wish my day with panda will come n come true too someday.. XD

So touched when saw them holding each other n hugging(cant forgot the kisses.. XD) on the stage.. (think too much n think aside liao.. XD) Dunno we hav tat day or not leh.. XD

Another part that touched my heart is when the bridegroom sing the song "朋友" on the stage.. Haha.. Wish when tat day come, all friends will sing tat song together also.. Dont try to escape when tat day come oh~ XD (think to far already.. LOL)

tagged!?

tagged by..Panda~

Would you rather..?

1. Would you rather be poor but happy, or rich but sad?
Can i choose happy n rich? haha.. anyway i prefer poor but happy bah coz sometime rich wont bring happiness.

2. If you’re stranded on an island with your best friend and there’s nothing to eat, would you rather eat your best friend or let him/her eat you?
Never will let me eat he/she or let he/she eat me de lor.. sure can find some food de.. from sea?

3. If you had the choice, would you rather be good-looking but stupid, or smart but ugly like hell?
If I had the choice, I wan good-looking and smart can ma? haha.. anyway.. will choose good looking but stupid bah.. coz intelligent can gain, but look will follow
whole life(at least u go for plastic surgery)

4. If both your best friend and your boyfriend/girlfriend are drowning at the same time, and you can only save one person (and you cannot throw yourself in to drown with them), who will you save?
I might cant save any.. coz i dunno how to swim.. XD

5. Would you rather eat 5cm3 of shit or drink 1 litre of urine?
Drink btr bah.. tat 1 can juz drink without bothered by smell compared to shit.. XP

6. If both your best friend and your mother are drowning at the same time, and you can only save one person (and you cannot throw yourself in to drown with them), who will you save?
Although i cant swim, but i'll try to save my mum..

7. Would you rather be gang-raped or be raped once but have cucumbers/pencils/scissors stuffed up your vagina/butthole?
Come n try who rape who lah.. wuahaha!!

8. If you are forced to shoot either of your parents, would you rather shoot your mother or your father? (and you cannot shoot yourself)
I'll use it to shoot the person who force me..

9. Would you rather get raped or have your boyfriend/girlfriend cheat on you with your best friend?
Who dare? I'll kill them.. (murderer's soul crashed in.XD)

10. Would you rather have a boyfriend/girlfriend with the biggest heart but no brains, or a boyfriend/girlfriend with the biggest brains but no heart?
Biggest heart but no brains, dont ask me y ok?

11. Would you rather marry someone 5 years younger or someone 20 years older than you?
i will juz marry my panda^^

12. Would you rather live a short life but die very peacefully, or live a long life but die a very horrible and painful death?
Live a short life but die very peacefully, die horribly? who wan oh~?

I dunno wan to tag who.. Juz wait n c.. LOL

Rush rush rush~

Long time no update me blog le.. How's u guys? Everything seem just normal bah.. Haha.. Anyway.. This few weeks will b some hard n busy n something wrong(my emotion actually) days for me.. Kinda angry with those 2 "pigs"(1 male 1 female) that work in the same shop with me.. ZZZ.. Don't say them le.. It's useless de.. Just knock it aside bah.. Ok.. Finish of dropping some craps in my post.. XD Haha..

Ok.. Tell ya what I was busying this few days bah.. Now busy editing the script of Insane RO.. Ush~ Haha.. Just edit the script n create some wings(eqs) for the game.. Wish me luck bah!! Haha.. If got time please join me in the game oh~!(Don't hit me cause promoting server here.. I'm forced to do so de~ T.T) XD

The day like crazy now a day, few days of rain, n now few days of "blaze".. Haih.. It's so unstable as my emotion.. Haha.. Maybe weather really will influence someone de emotion n way of thinking bah.. Nvm.. It's nothing biggie.. Haha..

Oh.. It's september le~ Wish all friends or my friends' friends happy birthday no matter when is his/her birthday lor.. Haha.. XD

Raining Soul

天，
明明开朗，
隐隐伤悲，
渐渐失望，
渐渐消沉。

雨，
慢慢下起，
缓缓激烈，
急急缓缓，
断断续续。

人，
纷纷嚷嚷，
慌慌忙忙，
时时聚散，
时时奔停。

心，
零零散散，
清清欣欣，
想想你我，
温温暖暖。


雨•心想

- 残星 -

Missing Soul

Huhu.. Time passed so slow those few days.. Haha.. Those few days kinda desperate eh.. Dunno y so easily mood go down lor..even make panda worrying dy.. Haha.. But luckily that panda was beside me n help me to get away from this moodless feeling.. Miss u a lot ah..

一切一切开始冷了，就像近几天的天气一样.. 冷冷的，静静的，闷闷的，孤独一个人的.. 虽然说才和panda见面没多久，但已经无法不想念她了.. 还有多久才可以再见面呢.. 好了啦..

夜深了，快天亮了吧.. 夜，静静；雨，淅淅；心，清清；她，远远；我，想她；她，睡了; 她，梦着我吗..

午夜细雨势已静，
梦里寻爱觅千里，
千里思念一线牵，
只盼来日即相见。

雨•见

- 残星 -