Finally, realized what I'd done is linked with other people's life. Yes, been wanting to have some connection with the peoples out there, but didn't realize that, when you're into something, even a simple thing you wanna do also will influenced the others. In another way of talking, it's to be said that your freedom is being limited.
For the 1st sec, I do think it should be a good thing that when you gain something then you will on the other hand lost something, it's a rule I would say. But after somehow, I think I've got it wrong.
Possible that it's a rules that worked without your notice. But sooner or later, when you noticed the fact your lost your precious things in trade of something else which didn't seem that useful, you might start to realized that, it's not the way you want it to be.
In this world, there is no more privacy, in someway it does mean that no more mercy. People could do anything to make sure their benefits is not reduced, as there is WAR. Here is the cruel and cold hard facts in this world..
Mood :
Been thinking hard.. (focus~ X.X)