如风。轻

久违了，我的心情。

炎炎白昼似不尽，潇潇夜雨恨不淋。

在写完了这么一句，我惊觉我常常在我的诗文中使用着风雨，星辰，而夜雨更是文中的常客。这可能是本人的风格吧（看吧，风来了。）我向往自由，但不期待失去；我愿意默默相随，但不求名。

我也像雨，默默付出，为了耕耘。但雨下不适时，却又遭人遗弃。唯有暗自在角落，茫然的哭泣，如阴天的雨。孤独的。似夜雨，独自徘徊在寂静幽暗之中。默默的、默默地，付出自己，就算等待的还是黎明。

像是星辰。星罗棋布的遍洒在穹苍之上，淡淡地，反射着光芒。为了游牧的方向，不断地点点亮。以为自己并不重要，但没想到，熄灭的星火，却宛如希望的幻灭。就这样，再一次放弃了休息的轮回。

如风，我向往自由，但不期待失去；我愿意默默相随，但不求名。

要说飘渺人生，游走红尘，在世人无不踢踏浮云、流连云烟的话，我也不是无所求的。要知道，我也不过是一介凡人，有欲有求实在不过分吧。

人生匆匆数十载，开怀大笑不过几十秒。放下烦恼，开心就好！愿烦恼烦恼如尘，随轻风微风吹散~

Mood - emo

Huhu.. Time flied, again.. Being in this moody emotion for weeks, but it doesn't seem to reach the limit yet.. Ah.. Tired.. Everyday is a tired moments for me.. Need to wake up soon, and fast~!

Can't help myself when there is more and more unsolved problems keep popping out during anything.. This is so stressful~ Pif, will try to learn, to learn to be more easy going, especially on the mood.. It's useless to putting too much pressure on yourself, am I right. Yeah.. Should have change myself for a better solution, toward all the problems that cause emo-ness..

Huhu.. After some incident that had happened not long ago, I've keep "the sword" remain in its' cover.. The sharp razor always hurt other, and even oneself.. So, it's time to pretend as an wooden sword other than keep on showing the true blade, for the sake of others.. But this is hard, very hard till I have to hold my breathe each time to prevent myself to reveal myself as a razor.. Time to learn to keep the things down..even the pride, as this is necessary for the world.. (not that serious maybe, haha)

Honestly, it's been a while since I've smile from my heart out.. It's not that I didn't faced the happy moments, just that I'm not happy to simply put a smile on my face.. Getting tired to act fake.. I do smile or laugh when i'm happy, and my smile or laughter is not an "order" of someone else.. Huhu.. Fine, done for the craps talk.. Haha~

Mood :

Emo like the weather -- Raining, sunshine, raining, lightning, raining~

Lack of Motivation~

Starting was trying to write a post with chinese, but after some times facing the screen, I realized that, i cant and not yet write down anything.. It make me start to think: did I lost my inspiration and passion after wandering in the society?

For 3 years, I'd start working. For all the time I did concentrate on my work, I noticed my brain stop to function bit by bit.. Did the thinking of logical will decreased the inspiration of imagination, which is somehow something not real / logic? I need the answer or the ways to handle this matter.

It's been too long.. Taken too much time to finished something.. Either is too much of distraction or desire out there in the world, or inside here in the internet that drag someone to stop or delay his / her works? Or is it the real world give the peoples too much of pressure? I need an answer too, for this question.

Ahhhh~!

My progression~ I wanted to finish you a.s.a.p~!! But why you give me facebook and so many thing that make me no mood for you~

My inspiration~ Please come back~ I wan you to guide me back on the creative side~ Oh~oh~Only you~can make my day~ XD

Mood :

Feel like wanna dance till all the bone being smashed into ashes.. X.X