After some times working in this factory, and I slowly move on to a higher position which most similar to other office works, nothing much I can say about it..
Although the treats, payment, attention is better than when I working in 99 Speedmart, but I cant stop wondering whether do I really can suit myself for this kind of office work..? But think another way and consider about the matter deeper, I cant suit myself for the works or I cant suit myself with all the people around in this working area..?
I dunno what might people think about me no matter in working or my attitude, but 1 thing for sure, I just doing whatever i can.. But why do other people somehow can do the works themselves, but after some times, throw back the ball to other and ask other to complete it? And there also somebody will start the works and know it well, then until half way, again throw to other and call the luckless one to submit it or explain it to the boss har??
For them, they call this way of working is training the new people wor. To let the new people get used to what they need to deal with, what they been working(busy I suppose) for the times and teach the new one how to do those similar works..
Oh gosh.. Is this the truth or I suppose to say, this is the ways of working in the new place as a new person? Whatever senior throw toward us, we have to absorb (without understand how the real things work?) , then proceed it out once again of whatever they said toward the boss (without fully understanding)?
Haih..
Ok.. Passed lvl 1, that mean you gonna step into phrase 2. Survival Games in a whole list of works.. I actually don't mind how many works I have to work with, but I just need some times to proceed all of the works. What for throwing all the works (and yelling at me that this this that that urgent) if you think that I cant finish those works for you leh? What's wrong if you just do your parts, and let me finished mine at 1st? (sigh) If I cant manage my time for the works, what's wrong for just reduce some of it for me even just a simple call to supplier? I appreciate those who help, really.. I know you guys just wanna train me to be "pro" like you guys asap, but guys, I'm not robot that complete with latest technology loh..
I talk so much have no other meaning.. Just wanna release my thinking to walk a longer road in this work.. But, when I talked to someone within the same company, again I been tackled.. Now even complaining also will become a sin, sorry lo, 1st time in office, then gonna handle all things that hang in half way, you think I'm robot o? "Like this already complaining ah? Last time when I work, I............................................................................................... You know a, your work now is so little only, now already headache, when you alone do all work how you survive?"
Sir, all you told I understand lor, but I just complaining only, and when did I stop my work leh har? (sigh) If both can do their works respectively, I will cant do work or do all works and hang in half way mah? Suan la.. Told also have no use, then better "eat" it back and keep the work going.. I dunno then what's wrong for you to told me a word or two? "Dunno then no need to do lah? Dunno then left it there and it will settle itself? Why you do like this? What are the thing you done for me? This call works meh?" Sir, if I know those works, then I already settle it early before you got chance to shout those "words" on me.. (actually, those words can also reflected back to the speakers)
Maybe I'm a robot after all.. A robot that can only act following instructions..
Or maybe, I won't stay long in this situation..
Or maybe, I'll leave here..
Or maybe, ......
